Rabu, 13 April 2016

Agree to Disagree

Konon, dalam mendengarkan lagu ada dua tipe orang: yang pertama-tama tertarik karena liriknya dan yang tertarik karena musiknya. Gw most likely tipe yang terakhir. Pada dasarnya, kalau nadanya masuk di kuping gw, mau lirik tentang apa aja gw bawaannya suka sama lagu itu. 

Exhibit A: all Muse songs. 
As you might know, Matthew Bellamy percaya teori konspirasi dan lagu-lagunya banyak yang bertema luar angkasa, lingkungan, politik dan hal-hal lain yang gw sebenarnya ga tertarik. Don't judge me as a heartless bitch, yet. That is why I write this post, I just realize even though I am not really into tema-tema yang Bellamy tulis, I appreaciate it and Muse is still one of my favourite musician ever. 

Ga cuma sampai di musik aja, gw nyadar gw banyak ga setuju sama tulisan penulis favorit gw. Kalau buku ni, banyak pemikiran-pemikiran Ayu Utami yang gw ga setuju. But even so, I love her anyway. Gw beli bukunya karena gw suka cara dia bertutur kata, baik fiksi maupun non-fiksi. Enggak lalu serta merta gw berubah pendapat karena dia, enggak serta merta gw berhenti baca karena beda pendapat dengan dia. 

Contoh lain, blogger favorit gw adalah Herman Saksono. Gw rajin ngikutin blog dan twitternya karena gw suka cara pandang dia terhadap isu-isu sosial dan politik yang lagi hits, but not necessarily I have to agree with his oppinion. Justru gw banyak ga setuju sama dia, tapi membaca postingannya menambah wawasan gw akan opini yang berseberangan, lalu gw putuskan sendiri gw pilih yang mana. Kadang gw tetep ga setuju sama pendapat dia, kadang gw merasa opininya make sense dan setuju. 

Living in a country where everyone think they are a saint, I just came into realization that world (or at least, my country) might be a better place if we can agree to disagree and be cool with it. 

Minggu, 03 April 2016

My Life Lately

Seperti sudah diprediksi sebelumnya, janji manis untuk setia ngeblog nggak terpenuhi. I used to be feel ashamed and disapointed to myself sama hal-hal seperti ini. But who am I kidding? Blog gw, suka-suka gw lah ya. Mungkin gw sudah lebih dewasa dan menerima diri apa adanya, mungkin gw makin ga punya prinsip aja. Who cares?

Since writing is kind of remedy for me, sometimes I feel stuck when everything in my life seems fine. I guess my creativity trigger are sorrow, sadness, loneliness and other negative feelings. I don't know, why should I go deeper on it? It's not like I'm a professional writer. 

Anyhow, I'm in England now, halfway through my 1-year course. My grandma just passed away. This is the first time I hate being stuck here since I started my study six months ago. God only knows I lost so many people in my life in the last 2 years. I feel like a fox in the snow, but I promise I won't let myself hungry now. I won't let myself grow cold!

I know, this post is getting darker and darker. Gotta go to have a proper mourning.